why do people care?

I wanna know why do people care if there  popular or not. Just be yourself. People will like you how you are. You dont have to change youself to make someone like you, thats not right. Even if no one talks to you talk to them dont be shy try and make friends. Just be yourself. Hey but not to much of youself!!!!

You need friends

Your friends are your enemies at first....when you first meet a person you don't like them..but after a while they feel like a rash THEY DON'T COME OFF...but then you love them...friends have there fights but if there your true an hearted friends by the next hour you don't know why your mad..I've looked back of the times my best friends and I were in  fights when I look back I see stuipedness..I say why did we fight about that? but when your mad things don't go right...but friends are friends don't let them go think what will happen when her (or he) doesn't come back. don't let your friends walk off your hands please don't. trust me you will regret it.

sadness isn't me

I don't want sadness in me I want to be happy.But its hard.Sometimes I feel lonely like no one cares about me. I think about it to much.It makes me scared and more shy.I hardly talk because I don't want no one to hate me. But I need  to. I wish I would be like my friend, outgoing not scared doesn't STOP talking. That's who I want to be. I don't want to be crammed in a shell all my life I want to open let my sunshine shine out I don't want to hide. I'm scared when people talk about me.Even if I hide the fact with my fake talk. I wanna be real not a goody goody that's what  Im becoming help I'm trapped.(shhhhh I need to go they hear me).

is it love or disaster?

There's a boy I don't know if he is my love OR my DISASTER! He likes me...but I don't feel like hes the one..I think I'm just scared if he doesn't really like me.It brings me down...makes me wonder..why do boys have to be so confussing to read..to see how they really feel!! I WANNA KNOW who can untrap me out of this cage? anyone...does anyone feel my pain....I haven't been a real relationship never so serious never so loving never true!

being lazy talking to my friend

1. Well...this is my first time blogging.....I dont see why its so cool......my opinion....my friend seems to like it.....shes knew at it....she blogged about love....I dont know....im asking why do people like to read other peoples business I dont get it......I know that im talking to myself right now...well I think....if you are reading this first gay blog..well hellooo....AAAAA it smells like shrimp in the living room...... :l ewww......hate shrimp......k I think im done.......comment if you hate shrimp...l0l I dont know.... bye!!!